So after much thought and consideration, I have decided that I am indeed going to come home and quit CIMAS. This is the worst program I have ever had the misfortune of being a part of, and I have decided I do not have the patience, emotional capacity, or will to continue. I have sorted out all of the details with my advisors, and though my decision makes Dr. Suarez very angry, I believe it will make me happy-or at least I won't be this unhappy anymore. And if I had any doubt remaining about my decision, I just found out that my grandma has cancer which would have made the decision for me anyways.
Unfortunately I do not really have anything to tell from the last few days as I have spent the majority of them sleeping. I usually come home from school, sleep until dinner, eat dinner, go to bed, and sleep until I have to go to school again. I can only think to chalk it up to unhappiness, and hopefully this will pass with my return to the US. I have completed almost every assignment with CIMAS, the only things I have left to do are the 30 page paper and presentation and the Spanish final exam...and then I am done. Thank goodness.
I changed my ticket from June 6th to March 18th, and my plane is scheduled to land in Portland at 9:07 next Thursday. I cannot wait to be back and put this behind me. All my love to my family, I cannot wait to see you all next week.